when we were already assembled in the holding rm , yuenice was not there we scared she will be late or gone missing . in the end she came :D the four of us were like talking abt what will come out while others were busy revising .. WOW ! that is how HCL ppl revise for oral ? haha .. i was so tense that my temperature rose ! ^^ i had fun chatting with them with all sorts of craps ! hope everyone can score with flying colours !
after oral ...
I AM A FAILURE!!!
we were talking abt the exam conversation topic b'coz it was totally unexpected !!! gosh !
i am so nervous that [i think] i am talking crap ! sadness overwhelmed me , except for blaming i can't do anything at that moment of time . why do i hav to regret after every examinations??? i feel so dumb! i believe grace , jiaying and yuenice will did far more better than me ..
grace sae i am lack of confident so does dear and teachers .. but what does it mean by confidence??i am noob therefore it will not be easy for me to build my confidence up .. i wish i am more brave . i wish i am not N.shiyun...though i love my name <3
i want to cry in dear's shoulders but dear is busy .. sometime i think dear forgets abt me .. coz i am too short =_= ... haha...
Even though,i noe that i must forget this because there would't be a 2nd chance and i can't do anything for my oral marks ...so i shld be extra effort in paper 2 and LC BUT i juz couldn't stop blaming ..
ANYONE CAN HELP ME ???
dear i miss u ..can you make me laugh more on sat but dun poke me =]
goodluck to those having oral tomolo
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